I hope you can get the scenario here with my willingness to help if you feel so alone.
My intention is to let you know even if you are lonely, perhaps a no friends situation, this may help lead you out of darkness.
It is the feeling alone episodes we go through that doesn’t have to be. That’s because you are at-one with a wonderful eternal picture.
So let me share briefly when I was in the dumps feeling lonely with no friends.
My lawyer had called and left a message on my answering machine to inform me a warrant had been issued for my arrest.
I was angry about the whole mess and didn’t understand why he hadn’t by now worked out some sort of a deal with authorities for repaying the money.
Of course, I just could not fathom why felony charges were necessary. But my own hopelessness told me I was finished.
(By the way, the video below is worth reviewing if you feel stuck in life, and/or, so terribly confused about your destiny.)
It was eventually I did heal from the thoughts of desperation.
I was just about flat broke and envisioned my immediate future: housed in the county jail, awaiting a trial.
My lawyer had called and left a message on my answering machine to inform me a warrant had been issued for my arrest.
Of course being angry about the whole mess.
Likewise, didn’t understand why he hadn’t by now worked out some sort of a deal with authorities for repaying the money.
Just could not fathom why felony charges were necessary, but my own hopelessness told me I was finished.
But there was that, “Something,” that kept me pushing through the darkness.
Yes, that made me feel I could let go of that feel so alone scenario in my mind.
Remember A Course in Miracles teaches us:
- “Each lily of forgiveness offers all the world the silent miracle of love.”
So, I was flat broke and envisioned my immediate future: housed in the county jail, awaiting a trial.
It was best, I thought, to stay away from the house as much as possible. I mean, never knowing when a police car would show up to take me away.
Yes, I would feel so alone.
One evening as I was driving through the country, as I often did.
Like, taking in dusk over farmlands, going nowhere, I decided to check in on God.
There was a feeling I wanted to just sit for a while where I could find memories of my childhood school days.
I found that the church was locked up for the night. I got back in the Toyota Camry.
Oh yes, pushed in the Billy Joel ‘Innocent Man’ CD, and headed back more up to the country; wonderful scenic roads.
Well, then, I decided to pick up a pizza head for home. I would say, I’m going home, regardless of any warrant for my arrest.
Final Note on Feeling All Alone and Lost:
If you feel so alone perhaps flat broke or other feeling alone thoughts look deeply at my food for thought on finding yourself.
My friend, please hear me, when I say it’s in your power to not feel so alone.
(Here’s a related forgiveness article: revealing why instead of forgive and move on many like to deny problems in the dark and act like they are no big deal.)
To being the real you and healing,
James Nussbaumer
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